Manners

What do you think about being nice versus doing the right thing?

Hard to Get Curse Words out of My Head and Some of the Social Conditions at School

You know how they cover curse words on TV often?  At school, at least a lot at one I went to for a couple years, bad kids would curse like sometimes 100 words at a time, it seemed; it was a private, Catholic school (elementary and junior high,) too.  In class, they used curse words and were out of place talking, too.

I know they also grew to hate shy people, like they could not handle the idea.  One girl made it the announcement to one teacher.  They thought I was very shy.

Funny I wanted to talk to people, but people tried to get me to talk when the teacher said not to, and I was considered forever shy for some reason.  At break, they all took off and would not talk to me.  I also stopped growing then, when I was taller for my age before.

Attitude Particularities

People are mean to me if I accidentally feel upset on the inside.

I try to influence myself by what I watch on TV, but it's not so easy.  I notice everyone has an attitude, anyway.

Sometimes, it's hard to concentrate in the silence.

I feel I am upset at people as they misjudge me, and then people go in and knock out my sensitivities and make me mad and it's a chain reaction of me being the butt of it all if anything, sometimes.

Update

I updated my People website.

Gossip

We need more gossip.

Everyone is bored with nothing to do, judging from what I used to get in the media from TV sometimes, some other than to "get high."

I'm not sure what normal people do for their stimulation.  Probably looking in the mirror does it.  ...  or that piece of paper with their name on it, with, next to it, the word that spells out the color of it, indicating their race.

I wonder why stuff goes on that you're not supposed to talk about.  It's interesting social stuff for an eventless life at present.

On the other hand, it seems that the social world, like MySpace, stopped.

It's rare to spot an effort of communication online or any Facebook networking, from normal people and people everyone wants to talk to.  What if they think the internet doesn't matter, but they don't realize we all hate that there's not much we can do to improve it quickly, as explained.

Update

I added another picture to someone on the People website: link.

Update

I added my contact info linked on the side of this blog:

ChristinaBarrett.US@gmail.com

1-407-417-7315

Pretty Much

If you go for it and you're all white, you'll get it because I did the same thing and I'm not all white, so I'm missing the sex.

Update

I added to an old website and linked it on the side of this blog.

Here is the link: link.

"Held Back"

Every time I try to be something, I feel held back by someone.