Sunday, April 1, 2018
Jesus Christ Superstar Live on Easter
It was great! I didn't expect it to be so good. My favorite part I like to do is the instrumental music.
The War on Racism
The young Ukrainian kids on Little Big Shots with Steve Harvey are hysterical and aghast to Steve Harvey because of his race.
In Pirates of the Caribbean 4, I think an American pirate was mean on purpose to one of the mermaids who was from Spain and affected her sexually.
People go out of their way to insult people who are not all Northern European.
Some Southern Europeans think it is okay to insult people who are not Caucasian.
People think they are cute and are hysterical to be racist, sometimes. It seems like it could be especially true for Eastern Europeans.
I feel discriminated against for who my parents are. There's no "Christina."
On Little Big Shots, the audience is taken aback by the little girl, age 10 tho I thought they said 6, from the Ukraine seems to give the vibe of being a mature older lady European. The US must be having a hard time being European, until they realize what their race is maybe if it's very fair. It just disturbs me. What am I supposed to do if my parents aren't like me? I'm still 1/2 American. I don't really fit in in any group often. I know with Eurasians, they like the ones who are from Europe. Can you believe it? Then, they pick apart your white side for things like less than 1% Jewish.
It might seem weird to talk about this, but I bet people are just waiting to hear, like, a real European say it and somehow make me look bad at the same time.
In Pirates of the Caribbean 4, I think an American pirate was mean on purpose to one of the mermaids who was from Spain and affected her sexually.
People go out of their way to insult people who are not all Northern European.
Some Southern Europeans think it is okay to insult people who are not Caucasian.
People think they are cute and are hysterical to be racist, sometimes. It seems like it could be especially true for Eastern Europeans.
I feel discriminated against for who my parents are. There's no "Christina."
On Little Big Shots, the audience is taken aback by the little girl, age 10 tho I thought they said 6, from the Ukraine seems to give the vibe of being a mature older lady European. The US must be having a hard time being European, until they realize what their race is maybe if it's very fair. It just disturbs me. What am I supposed to do if my parents aren't like me? I'm still 1/2 American. I don't really fit in in any group often. I know with Eurasians, they like the ones who are from Europe. Can you believe it? Then, they pick apart your white side for things like less than 1% Jewish.
It might seem weird to talk about this, but I bet people are just waiting to hear, like, a real European say it and somehow make me look bad at the same time.
"If a feeling happens, I'm right."
I keep feeling like I'm being told I did something wrong and it goes over cuz they went with a feeling tho it's untrue.
Secretly Being Bossed Around
I'm sick of people acting like they are approaching you like you have a serious problem and you should be ashamed.
Secret Message Board - post by me
I'm excited for this. I just never really watch movies now unless I'm at a movie theater. I just don't like watching TV or what's on.
Is anyone watching Jesus Christ Superstar live tonight?
8 PM EST
channel 2 in Orlando
right after Little Big Shots
Jesus is black, John Legend. Let's hope this was the role he was meant to play cuz you know how people who make it big get. I don't know about him but have heard his name.
It looks like a bunch of semi-famous pop singers.
link
So, it's a "concert" of course, like that celebration version of Les Miserables, because it's live. I know most of it.
I must admit if I had small kids, I might not watch it because I'm just less and less excited about some things on TV. I know it's just 2 1/2 hours. I mean, I guess that's not much to ask for such a special event, but I have a feeling a lotta people won't watch. I already have it recorded because it's so important, but I'm not into pop so much. I guess it will be funny and a little on edge.
There should be a time for all things.
I'm interested, but the singing might be more like a pop celebration. If I'm online, I'll probably have it on in the background. I mean, it will be soothing and fun, maybe should get some popcorn. ... I would maybe want to watch a classical orchestra if I liked it a lot. You know, you don't have to feel like you have to watch everything, but consider why it might be interesting to have in the background. I almost feel obliged and am recording tho. It's fun when it's live because you can see how they feel at the same time. I've done this at movie theaters, like for The Nutcracker and tried to get my Tweet posted on the screen, too. If they had like a celebration cast do The Phantom of the Opera... That would probably be popular, too. I don't really watch TV, just in the background or trying to sleep. I gave up on The Voice and American Idol. The people are too sarcastic judging. I like the performances, tho.
Can anyone tell me the nature of the cast?
Is anyone watching Jesus Christ Superstar live tonight?
8 PM EST
channel 2 in Orlando
right after Little Big Shots
Jesus is black, John Legend. Let's hope this was the role he was meant to play cuz you know how people who make it big get. I don't know about him but have heard his name.
It looks like a bunch of semi-famous pop singers.
link
Jesus Christ Superstar Live in Concert - WikipediaIt ends at 10:20 PM.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jesus_Christ_Superstar_Live_in_Concert!
Jump to Casting - John Legend. Sara Bareilles. Brandon Victor Dixon. Alice Cooper. Ben Daniels. Norm Lewis. Jason Tam. Jin Ha.
Brandon Victor Dixon · Ben Daniels · Sara Bareilles · Norm Lewis
So, it's a "concert" of course, like that celebration version of Les Miserables, because it's live. I know most of it.
I must admit if I had small kids, I might not watch it because I'm just less and less excited about some things on TV. I know it's just 2 1/2 hours. I mean, I guess that's not much to ask for such a special event, but I have a feeling a lotta people won't watch. I already have it recorded because it's so important, but I'm not into pop so much. I guess it will be funny and a little on edge.
There should be a time for all things.
I'm interested, but the singing might be more like a pop celebration. If I'm online, I'll probably have it on in the background. I mean, it will be soothing and fun, maybe should get some popcorn. ... I would maybe want to watch a classical orchestra if I liked it a lot. You know, you don't have to feel like you have to watch everything, but consider why it might be interesting to have in the background. I almost feel obliged and am recording tho. It's fun when it's live because you can see how they feel at the same time. I've done this at movie theaters, like for The Nutcracker and tried to get my Tweet posted on the screen, too. If they had like a celebration cast do The Phantom of the Opera... That would probably be popular, too. I don't really watch TV, just in the background or trying to sleep. I gave up on The Voice and American Idol. The people are too sarcastic judging. I like the performances, tho.
Can anyone tell me the nature of the cast?
The Biggest Generation Prejudice
I know that generation prejudice is biggest against me because it's not about everything as much as it is staying away from "1950," which is when my dad was born, and people say they give the men born in 1950 a chance but give the cold shoulder to their kids.
Secret Message Board - post by me
2 Gen Z Girls Who Worked With Drew Barrymore
seemed to both turn out kinda gay
Chloe Grace Moretz born February 1997 stopped being as okay on Twitter and posted weird, uninteresting things, like all she did was Tweet about sports she was watching... and her mom was driving her and she sipped her cup and sounded affected, like she said, "That was something sensitive."
Bella Thorne born October 1997 literally went bi, over the years gradually maybe but in the end did. Anyway, I thought I saw some effect like that.
The funny thing is I was already Tweeting them and knew they'd go gay or bad. I might have even wanted to Tweet it out to Ellen DeGeneres ... guess she's gay, tho. Gay that she thinks it's important to punish younger people and ruin their lives in case someone older than her has an issue after. I think that she was more "self-centered," with her mom setting up her life so she could have white blonde hair, putting her in the sun as a baby and being suggestive. I think she acts like she cares about younger people but things are just too bad for them and kinda lives putting on a show about that. People born when she is get everything. They don't seem to get that they're lucky, some of them, because of things like Ellen DeGeneres getting people slightly younger to listen to her ... take for granted their blessings, like they just happen to be better than people of other generations who are still developing if they ever will reach development.
seemed to both turn out kinda gay
Chloe Grace Moretz born February 1997 stopped being as okay on Twitter and posted weird, uninteresting things, like all she did was Tweet about sports she was watching... and her mom was driving her and she sipped her cup and sounded affected, like she said, "That was something sensitive."
Bella Thorne born October 1997 literally went bi, over the years gradually maybe but in the end did. Anyway, I thought I saw some effect like that.
The funny thing is I was already Tweeting them and knew they'd go gay or bad. I might have even wanted to Tweet it out to Ellen DeGeneres ... guess she's gay, tho. Gay that she thinks it's important to punish younger people and ruin their lives in case someone older than her has an issue after. I think that she was more "self-centered," with her mom setting up her life so she could have white blonde hair, putting her in the sun as a baby and being suggestive. I think she acts like she cares about younger people but things are just too bad for them and kinda lives putting on a show about that. People born when she is get everything. They don't seem to get that they're lucky, some of them, because of things like Ellen DeGeneres getting people slightly younger to listen to her ... take for granted their blessings, like they just happen to be better than people of other generations who are still developing if they ever will reach development.
Being Ready?
What's wrong with being ready for something? Is the world, sometimes, just a fight on who had to go to daycare?
On Schedule
It's like I'm kept on schedule so I don't feel like doing anything or that anything is happening "in my world."
I didn't do anything wrong.
I didn't do anything wrong.
cont.
...and even in my normal life when good things happened feel knocked down by pressure that I'm bad or people who are mean to me "know."
Steps That Led to No Product
What do you think of kids who are treated like they are more important, like only they get that extra touch of love tho they don't seem to do what you have to do even to deserve it? I mean, people keep getting away with acting like I'm in trouble with them and can't get away, like often or sometimes it seems it starts for the way I feel I dislike how they treat me.
Question
Do you ever use how you think about yourself to feel good? Like that people around you aren't crazy concerning you?
People Peculiarities
You know how you were growing up and you were with your family and you were allowed to meet friends and visited relatives? and at 18 it's out? Well, now, everyone is onto my private life. I'm not particularly "clingy" about my family and people. Also, I feel people get themselves trained to be a certain way around me and me to look unappealing tho well-behaved and nice. That doesn't sound good for my future, neither. People actually went back and think since they think I did something they found wrong that they can do things like say people I know thru family ties or as friends are better and I'm just a nuisance to them, that I'm just a happy person to know them but not really anything, like that's possible. Most people I know have certain ways that make them look like a certain kind of person, and I've known people to act like they're certain "characters" like in a book, with very individual features. A lot of these ways of looking don't seem like an ideal in ways to people, tho.
Feeling Cool
Other people do stuff like go online and they feel cool. I have to worry about people monitoring me in private, saying I'm in trouble and being sore.
Trapped
I noticed I'm trapped for no reason like I can't think outside the box while the rest of the world is out making merry. I feel trapped by individuals sometimes, when I'm just living with my parents in their garage cuz I couldn't finish college, yet...
Lots of Condescendence
Rather than having me be, people want me to feel taken aback like I'm inferior. I already am considerate. I do go thru thought processes for things. It's really ridiculous that people would actually approach me like that all the time, like it's natural. What do you think I am? To counter this is a life mission of mine I already am following thru with.
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