Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Question?

Do you believe that people care about me when they question the reasons I won awards in academics and other things?

So, everyone else is legitimate in their own right?

Question the award, not me, maybe.

Abused

I'm sick of nitpicky people cursing my life.

Why am I considered a socially spamming problem?

Like, people think I'm naturally morally counted out, without any thought applied.

"Times Change," People Don't

Young adults today are stubborn, whereas they once were all over MySpace and Pirates of the Caribbean.

blah blah blah

"'At least' I'm okay."  "Let's keep messing up Christina's life."

What to Do

Being upset is bad, so I don't know how to deal with what I have left, the people who ruined my life and soul for eternity.  It seems what you do on this earth supposedly determines what happens for the rest of eternity; maybe not.

Say wha? (Say what?)

Did you know I have to fight off rejection to be cool like Late Boomers, whereas even younger people don't?

Big Mistake

People in Orlando are only nice to kids, big mistake.

cont.

"The rules" aren't "on my side."

I have problems.

People don't realize if they don't have the problems that I still do.

Question

Did you know I didn't used to live in the risk that an older lady I like would be inappropriately stimulated?

Orlando

I used to be liked and was happy in that way, but now people are acting like I'm a villain, just because I posted that Orlando exploited and inappropriately stimulated an older lady I like.

Relationships Remissed

So, if I like someone, Orlando will find out and mess it up.

Missing Information

People like to flirt about new people I meet, too, like they don't want me to talk to other people.

Immaturity or Edging Me On Like a Game

I'm having problems because a favorite relationship I have with an older lady has not exactly taken off and is not that big, in ways.  Other people between our ages hit it off faster and then there's not as much left.  I'm in legitimate dilemma of them acting like I can't have a relationship with the older lady where they decide and like I'd wanna be trapped by others then instead or something, which otherwise would not be the case.

People are so gay; they act like some of them should be all you have; but we don't seem to get into much nor that deep; and so we don't talk much I mean anyway and it doesn't work out.  A trick again!

Anyway, so, I have a relationship, and people keep trying to mess her up mentally and emotionally, too, like I said.  I mean, I was talking more before this, in a certain way.   This is insane.  In some way, I bet that the relationship meant for this to happen like fate.  I can't worry about that.

I guess what makes it a point to bring up is how strangely common and regular this is.

No Such Thing as "Friends"

People act autistic about me being able to communicate with people.  It's going around, like about that I have a favorite relationship with an older lady, and so they exploit and inappropriately stimulate her.

I was a little disappointed when the people monitoring me in private informed me that because I'm humane and talk to different people without feeling like it doesn't matter or something ... that I'm not talking to someone else.  Orlando is getting all riled up, now, since they are always thinking about the other relationship I have, like it's their business to do this to people tho they are only doing that to me, messing with someone I was supposed to talk to so they "won't be the same" and it's like I have something to do with Orlando forever.

Anyway, what is anyone's problem with me?  I'm sick of people suggesting I not talk to someone, and if I talk to someone else they get all excited like I threw the other relationship out the window.

What's with people being married 50 years and having kids, then?  Does it mean you're gay if that's not all you do?

...why are people creeping along like I am bad...

just because I posted about it?

But you did have it planned all along...

...why am I in trouble for someone older than me who I like getting exploited and inappropriately stimulated, when everyone else did the wrong thing?

It would be okay if that was what was wanted by the person herself or if anyone could make such decisions for others.