Thursday, March 29, 2018
Bored and Lonely
Sometimes, it's hard to know what to do.
I don't know why I feel a need to communicate, but I'm alone in a crowd.
I don't know why I feel a need to communicate, but I'm alone in a crowd.
"Loco in la Cabeza" (Spanish for "Crazy in the Head")
People are crazy to be against you if you get a mistaken reaction.
Reminiscing
I was thinking about an orchestra I like from Germany.
Another separate issue, in general, Germans don't "give a damn" about Americans.
Back to the orchestra, they don't answer my e-mails, only my 1st one.
They must be too busy to talk to anyone else in their life.
I like them, but I don't know why the rude response. Too bad. They are like secretaries, too, never contacted the musicians by e-mail. I sent them a Christmas card to give to someone, but I don't know if they got it ...or like it...
Please don't take this post in a bad way; I was nice and wonder why Germans are like that. You know, nothing related to these people, but they in general shouldn't be proud of their racism and take it out on me. Did they invent it? Cuz that's my problem I mostly seem to come back to for some reason, tho I don't really have such bad racial problems with myself as a person it seems in ways.
So, I'm just telling facts. Just because Americans get the sign that I'm stating an offense, they go out and assume it's all sarcasm like them. I'm not crazy or anything, just saying! Someone else could say it and worse, if they are all Caucasian and get away with it. To start you off on the right foot, I mentioned these people only because their secretaries won't respond now. I happened to realize something about Germany in general and find them grumpy and I dislike people bossy to me. I actually am very good and don't accuse them of being bad at the start, but they are racist to me, like Americans. So, why do people like Germany if they are so mean? I only meant I didn't find them bad for the Nazis. Too bad they got out of hand.
It's your fault if you take this as a bad message to do with them. It's not. "Learn to read." I even explained it. In fact, I am concerned and want to know what's up now. I am learning German, you know, but I guess some of them are bad. Did someone ruin my reputation so I can't seem to get along with anyone??? Concerning Germany, I already felt accepted, but something must have happened.
If you are revolving around the fact I mentioned the secretaries for an orchestra I like didn't answer in the same post, I mean they may have learned to think that way of themselves from others or feel pressured to be that way or don't have time supposedly. I think they do, I tried to talk to them online, but they blocked me. I had to get a new account. They didn't even say anything, like there's something wrong with me or maybe problems I found later.
It's funny tho I feel like I'm in trouble.
Howcome people online don't talk at length like they tend to in reality? like it's weird, even when it's advanced and good.
So, no offense.
Hey... why are Germans so self-righteous? It's a pain to see some of them. I guess they are normal.
Do you feel as tho England is more accepting to Americans; but what if you like Germany? I don't think they're better as individuals. Even if you live in Germany, they might not take you as white, even if you started as a baby. I imagine England is more welcoming, but it's not the only country in the world.
Another separate issue, in general, Germans don't "give a damn" about Americans.
Back to the orchestra, they don't answer my e-mails, only my 1st one.
They must be too busy to talk to anyone else in their life.
I like them, but I don't know why the rude response. Too bad. They are like secretaries, too, never contacted the musicians by e-mail. I sent them a Christmas card to give to someone, but I don't know if they got it ...or like it...
Please don't take this post in a bad way; I was nice and wonder why Germans are like that. You know, nothing related to these people, but they in general shouldn't be proud of their racism and take it out on me. Did they invent it? Cuz that's my problem I mostly seem to come back to for some reason, tho I don't really have such bad racial problems with myself as a person it seems in ways.
So, I'm just telling facts. Just because Americans get the sign that I'm stating an offense, they go out and assume it's all sarcasm like them. I'm not crazy or anything, just saying! Someone else could say it and worse, if they are all Caucasian and get away with it. To start you off on the right foot, I mentioned these people only because their secretaries won't respond now. I happened to realize something about Germany in general and find them grumpy and I dislike people bossy to me. I actually am very good and don't accuse them of being bad at the start, but they are racist to me, like Americans. So, why do people like Germany if they are so mean? I only meant I didn't find them bad for the Nazis. Too bad they got out of hand.
It's your fault if you take this as a bad message to do with them. It's not. "Learn to read." I even explained it. In fact, I am concerned and want to know what's up now. I am learning German, you know, but I guess some of them are bad. Did someone ruin my reputation so I can't seem to get along with anyone??? Concerning Germany, I already felt accepted, but something must have happened.
If you are revolving around the fact I mentioned the secretaries for an orchestra I like didn't answer in the same post, I mean they may have learned to think that way of themselves from others or feel pressured to be that way or don't have time supposedly. I think they do, I tried to talk to them online, but they blocked me. I had to get a new account. They didn't even say anything, like there's something wrong with me or maybe problems I found later.
It's funny tho I feel like I'm in trouble.
Howcome people online don't talk at length like they tend to in reality? like it's weird, even when it's advanced and good.
So, no offense.
Hey... why are Germans so self-righteous? It's a pain to see some of them. I guess they are normal.
Do you feel as tho England is more accepting to Americans; but what if you like Germany? I don't think they're better as individuals. Even if you live in Germany, they might not take you as white, even if you started as a baby. I imagine England is more welcoming, but it's not the only country in the world.
Upset
I feel people are treating me like my dad is an Early Boomer and it has something to do with me when it doesn't in a lot of ways.
Sick of It
I'm sick of how they make Late Boomers seem like they have it together over me.
You know, I always do that to people who act bossy or like they think they have a handle on me.
You know, I always do that to people who act bossy or like they think they have a handle on me.
Not Trying to Shock and Fight People
The people monitoring me in private really keep on and on fighting me, like something's wrong.
Uselessness
People keep wasting my life inquiring someone older I met has younger needs than me when that doesn't seem to be a problem already.
In Trouble?
Someone seems really mad at me, affecting my relationship with someone. I don't know where these things come from. They elaborately designed a message against me to do with it, I just realized.
Why the sudden change? Planned all along?
Before, people acted like they were happy for me to have a relationship with someone older, but now they're all swearing over the grave for the opposite.
Bothered
It seems an older person I know was ruined, and they are all crazy on whether or not I deserve it like a punishment for something in my past.
So..
They keep getting upset at me coupled with someone else, like I have a problem.
I kinda sided with the person undergoing hardships in some ways. I dunno what's really wrong.
So.. supposedly, it was a big deal I felt upset about something that was to do with something.
I kinda sided with the person undergoing hardships in some ways. I dunno what's really wrong.
So.. supposedly, it was a big deal I felt upset about something that was to do with something.
Question
Howcome only some people have problems with someone else being overly simulated and they can't maybe? Does it have anything to do with the problems of Generation X?
It just keeps coming up.
It just keeps coming up.
Ignored
They want someone older I like to get me ignored for telling me my beliefs mean something else and are wrong.
They're really annoying. I like them, but I don't really know who they are.
What's your problem?
They think they are cute to spam me with nonsense after I made an important, profound statement. Hey, I'm trying to make it in this world.
Pish Posh
The people monitoring me in private are acting weird about how stimulated they believe different people are supposed to get on a scale of how much.
Kids Who Always Want to Play
I am watching a Jurassic Park movie, and the English mom wants the daughter to stay near camp by the beach, but she goes away, probably because she feels ill at ease and maybe diabetic.
I wonder...
...if Generation X or Millennials have problems getting stimulated, it should be corrected.
Everyone is just different, not between 2 things.
After going thru my moral battle, I felt I like it better if someone else is more stimulated than me. I don't want it the opposite.
Watcha think?
What do you think of people who try to "get it out" just to make a difference? like sound confused and mad. It made a change in me.
Wallowing About My Hardships for No Reason
I feel like all the attention is being drawn to someone who was giving me attention.
I was gonna even talk about what about the ways that person might not like me cuz I'm bored and somewhat lonely.
I understand just going on living life not talking about certain things, but in the end I'm in the doghouse.
I was gonna even talk about what about the ways that person might not like me cuz I'm bored and somewhat lonely.
I understand just going on living life not talking about certain things, but in the end I'm in the doghouse.
What Foolish People
Why are such annoying people wanting to take away attention some people get from Late Boomers all of a sudden and started tracking that out since they were too young to be supposed to know?
They all sound dishonest.
Where did such annoying people come from?
I knew that Late Boomers seemed to just care about Generation Z, anyone born around 1997/1998. Somehow, this is playing with my life. I thought I would accept my situation and not complain, but it didn't seem to include other people my age. I felt challenged to say I didn't want other people from my generation to get attention from Late Boomers, too, so it was weird. I hate it when people keep talking for me, so-to-speak. They didn't have to do that, and they believe the worst of me and look funny for how annoying they are.
Anyway ... I don't feel like I "made it" myself. I am bored and lonely, tho.
They all sound dishonest.
Where did such annoying people come from?
I knew that Late Boomers seemed to just care about Generation Z, anyone born around 1997/1998. Somehow, this is playing with my life. I thought I would accept my situation and not complain, but it didn't seem to include other people my age. I felt challenged to say I didn't want other people from my generation to get attention from Late Boomers, too, so it was weird. I hate it when people keep talking for me, so-to-speak. They didn't have to do that, and they believe the worst of me and look funny for how annoying they are.
Anyway ... I don't feel like I "made it" myself. I am bored and lonely, tho.
Detector
I'm starting to dislike people like 5 or so years older than me acting like they can be my parent.
Weird and Unwanted Reactions and Repercussions from Others
What do you think when people want to take you from a relationship you have with an older adult and say they can provide the emotions for you instead? Like maybe your life isn't that great and the world is getting messed up. I mean, it wasn't really a pleasant experience. I think it's like they wanted to take the relationship I have for themselves to "look up to." It's like they tried hard to do what they did, and they didn't really make a statement. They are incredibly annoying in what they judged of me and what they "just had to do." I know I can make those people happy, but someone must have gotten them to be really annoying to me. I mean, people all used to respect me.
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