Reminiscing

I was thinking about an orchestra I like from Germany.

Another separate issue, in general, Germans don't "give a damn" about Americans.

Back to the orchestra, they don't answer my e-mails, only my 1st one.

They must be too busy to talk to anyone else in their life.

I like them, but I don't know why the rude response.  Too bad.  They are like secretaries, too, never contacted the musicians by e-mail.  I sent them a Christmas card to give to someone, but I don't know if they got it ...or like it...

Please don't take this post in a bad way; I was nice and wonder why Germans are like that.  You know, nothing related to these people, but they in general shouldn't be proud of their racism and take it out on me.  Did they invent it?  Cuz that's my problem I mostly seem to come back to for some reason, tho I don't really have such bad racial problems with myself as a person it seems in ways.

So, I'm just telling facts.  Just because Americans get the sign that I'm stating an offense, they go out and assume it's all sarcasm like them.  I'm not crazy or anything, just saying!  Someone else could say it and worse, if they are all Caucasian and get away with it.  To start you off on the right foot, I mentioned these people only because their secretaries won't respond now.  I happened to realize something about Germany in general and find them grumpy and I dislike people bossy to me.  I actually am very good and don't accuse them of being bad at the start, but they are racist to me, like Americans.  So, why do people like Germany if they are so mean?  I only meant I didn't find them bad for the Nazis.  Too bad they got out of hand.

It's your fault if you take this as a bad message to do with them.  It's not.  "Learn to read."  I even explained it.  In fact, I am concerned and want to know what's up now.  I am learning German, you know, but I guess some of them are bad.  Did someone ruin my reputation so I can't seem to get along with anyone???  Concerning Germany, I already felt accepted, but something must have happened.

If you are revolving around the fact I mentioned the secretaries for an orchestra I like didn't answer in the same post, I mean they may have learned to think that way of themselves from others or feel pressured to be that way or don't have time supposedly.  I think they do, I tried to talk to them online, but they blocked me.  I had to get a new account.  They didn't even say anything, like there's something wrong with me or maybe problems I found later.

It's funny tho I feel like I'm in trouble.

Howcome people online don't talk at length like they tend to in reality? like it's weird, even when it's advanced and good.

So, no offense.

Hey... why are Germans so self-righteous?  It's a pain to see some of them.  I guess they are normal.

Do you feel as tho England is more accepting to Americans; but what if you like Germany?  I don't think they're better as individuals.  Even if you live in Germany, they might not take you as white, even if you started as a baby.  I imagine England is more welcoming, but it's not the only country in the world.